Melancholy EP

by întristare

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released February 6, 2017



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întristare Wilson, North Carolina

Experimental dark/ambient one man black metal band.

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Track Name: Ruth
amorous i became with you.
the nectarous smell of sweet alyssum fills the air.
under the pink dogwood tree
i lay down my withered, putrescent shell.
in search of slumber, i venture to my little piece of land that is my own.

in the bright golden fields i walked with you.
by night, i fell with you.
we fell together.

paintings of lambent figures danced for us. just for us.
we lay there, together. both searching for something amiable.

woken to the song of Nightingales. we depart.
to re-unite under this shroud of sleep some day.
you are limited to my dreams.

in reality i have lost you.
i have lost myself.
i have lost myself.
i am not here.
i am nowhere.
Track Name: The Listener
I sat in that room.
relying on the bitter vinnegar to sooth me.
I fell with you.

The Night spiraled into Diurnal Course.
I felt you near me.
Calling out to the Delphinium you spoke my name.
I fell to your feet.
Sparing once was my Command.
Now lost am i.

Did i disregard that embrace.
Did i Ever know your name.
I was your crutch in bitter memory.
I called out.
But awaken did i.
to see nothing.....No one.....

an empty hope.

a desire.

a Fetish.

Dedicated To SLW.
Track Name: I no longer fear the door that leads to you
For You i kissed the sun.
For You i threw myself aside.

When Did i notice
This Silent Home.

I Fell so far
Into your arms.

Matthew 19:25-26